I think you are the hardest prompt I ever attempted
but yet many will definitely consider you as the easiest.
I usually have you all polished roughly by Monday
but now my page still lay bare without you.
I read another’s entry, moved to tears and
guilt because of what I have inside.
I wrote a post, raw, I password protected it
but even then my heart cried more,
so I deleted the post.
I did not want to write another but at the same time
I needed to write another.
Cogged by circumstances which I allowed to make me
ungratefully unthankful.
I sometimes detested the breath of life
so could you imagine my face at the mere mention of thanksgiving?
I am a lost cause, an art never flourishing yet decaying.
I am ungratefully unthankful, not as a boast
but a flame seconds away from losing a weak flame.
This moves me. I feel a certain pain with you on this. I have deleted many posts, to personal or raw for my readers. Something has to get out though, so I try. Thank You for sharing this!
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No thank you for understanding Megan.
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Take a deep breath, take a walk and just write anything else that makes your heart lighter. Peace my friend.
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I did take a walk this morning and let us just say I choose to focus on making one child extra happy today instead. So I am waiting for my niece or little for the weekend to spoil them :D. Thank Jacqueline for your concern and advice. You just gotta love the blogging community.
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My pleasure 🙂
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It is healthy to honestly feel your emotions and express them. And boy do we humans have a range of them. I’m on board with Jacueline in saying take it outside. Knowing you do not have to keep this funk long term. That it is just passing through, and will be replaced with the joy of your niece and nephew’s arrival.
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Thank you JoHanna for not just understanding but offering advice. Yes, I did take it outside and honestly sometime has pass and I do reflect and the load does not feel as heavy.
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Reading this, one instantly knows and feels the raw heartfelt emotions. Oh, the posts we write and delete… RIP to them.
It will be better, I keep saying that to myself out loud. I don’t if it does help, but I’d like to believe it does. ❤❤
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Sometimes the most we can hold on to is the hope that one day something has to change to get better. So it does help sometimes Ameena.
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